supernaturae:

wow i can’t believe i’m doin this it feels ,,, gross n weird n i’m actually ,,,, crying as i write this wow i’m a mess but

basically ,, i’m askin for a little help . my mental health has never been the best and recently , because of events i’ve kept private for the sake of keeping private , i’ve been taking more and more turns for the worst , eventually thinking of and attempting but failing in the big bad s ,, my wonderful best friend @openbones / @barcodebullet / @fearfed has offered me their place as a temporary sanctuary from my extremely toxic & stressful environment for 3 / 4 weeks and honestly , at this point if i don’t get to go , idk ,, What the fuck is gonna happen tbh they’re like my only options at this point really ,, ?? 

unfortunately my job is HELLA shitty ( and only my raises my stress + depression by like ten fold ) so add that in with trying to also save to get a new place in general + just,,,, living is Uh ,,, yeah ;;;; n even though tumblr can be a hellsite in its own right , i’ve seen some amazing things happen from equally amazing people so i’m ,,,, just taking a shot in the dark here n hoping that maybe ,,,, i get blessed too ?? fdghejd god i am so sorry i really suck at stuff like this i’m like shaking ho’h wow 

anyway ,, a round trip ticket from where i ( california ) to where guts is ( louisiana ) is lookin’ to come around 400 bucks or so,, so that’s what i need to raise n i need to raise it by july 12th – 13th because i’d need to be in the state by july 17th – july 20th at the latest ,, i really REALLY hate this post n the fact that i’ve gotten to the point where i’d even CONSIDER makin a post like this but lord knows my options are slim n only slimming down by the minute ,, so ,,?? if any can find it in their hearts to donate ,, maybe look back on a time where u were in my situation and someone helped u ?? i just ,, would be forever in your debt . i can’t offer much in return , but i can write u things ( drabbles , fics ) , make u not so advanced graphics maybe , give u icon batches of characters u rlly don’t wanna icon ??? things like that 

my paypal is dawnedeyes@gmail.com , my gofundme page is HERE , and i also have a ko-fi HERE ,, thanks so much for even reading this Mess n u can always help by reblogging , signal boosting if u don’t have the money to donate ,, i’ll be reblogging this post periodically so if u can blacklist “ my gofundme “ so u won’t see this post anymore ,, but i will be roleplaying n interacting with others in between bc i can’t Handle this sort of stuff well at all n i’ll need the distractions honestly ,, to anyone that does donate , again , thank u so much n u have me in ur debt !!