phantomemes:

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‘ something’s terribly sick in my head ’
‘ these are my darkest thoughts , the bad things lurking in the closet ’
‘ is this how i tear the monsters from my body ? ’
‘ i want everything to stop ’
‘ fuck your immaculate existence ’
‘ today i want my heart to tremble ’
‘ i want my teeth to shatter bone ’
‘ today i want killing to mean living ’
‘ nothing you do can hurt me but you better try ’
‘ you can’t live without burning your comfort and safety as firewood ’
‘ maybe the ghosts learned how to build stairs into the mountainside ’
‘ believe me when i say there is no pride in this ’
‘ i want to be one of those city sprites among termites ’
‘ cleanse this body through tears and emesis ’
‘ circumvention was futile , damnable ’
‘ we’re all burning ’
‘ we learn to laugh in the midst of the inferno ’
‘ i realize now that i am the one out of place ’
‘ i want to destroy all the parts that aren’t working ’
‘ i never knew i had the capacity for cruelty ’
‘ i condemn myself to failure without batting an eyelash ’
‘ choosing to protect ourselves is not failure ’
‘ nothing is working ’
‘ at some point i stopped , i sank ’
‘ breathing seems so difficult now ’
‘ living was easy as breathing once upon a time ’
‘ i don’t think it’s living , but it’s not hurting either ’ 
‘ my body is a room made of glass walls and wooden floors ’
‘ today , i ache for somewhere to hide ’
‘ how do i turn the light on in my eyes ? ’
‘ please , no one look at me today ’
‘ i mused over all the times i had prayed to a god i do not believe in ’
‘ the gods died laughing ’
‘ you must learn fear ’
‘ let’s not be enemies tonight ’
‘ hold my hand while our greatest tragedies are lost and forgotten ’
‘ you are only a murderer if someone cares ’
‘ dreaming is so painful and i wish i would stop ’
‘ i can still love you with my eyes closed ’
‘ i’m not sure why you’re acting surprised ’
‘ let me pretend that i’m made of magic ’
‘ i am a creature of contradictions ’
‘ remember your strength , unchanging and eternal ’